Vjjgfvb

bbj. vv

CNN. Cg

new S

Shared with Memoires for Android
http://sites.google.com/site/drodiary/'>Look what I think

What do I lack?

What else do I lack?


A good figure? a flawless complexion? focus on the right things, my own things more than the others?

well, i am figuring still....

Lazy lazy lazy

Fell ill. Doctor said it is system crash. Topsy turvy. Goodness.

I figure that teh coffee and all kinds of fried food are considered sensitive food. I no longer can push myself to eat them however I wish to. Why do I say that? Because most places, including my workplace offers pretty much fried food and fried main course.

Therefore, I have decided to dig up all the simple-t0-do dishes cookbook and do it myself for my lunch. All the recollection of people asking to take care of my body started coming back to me. I really have to take care my body from now on.

I think it will take awhile, slowly preceedingly but surely let my body recover and cultivate a strong and healthy body again. Kept falling sick easily recently. It is not just right now, all these while I have not been careful enough so now it is just time to do exceedingly more to get on top of everything and make a body not just a heatly one but a strong and tough one. Muahahaha..

Lifestyle. I have many to thank to walk me through some of my bad habits to good one or better ones.

STILL so much to change...

1) a good environment
2) consistent routine habits
3) must-do-it-means-must-do-it killer attitude
4) culitvate myself to have a lady style lifestyle.
5) Mould myself to be classy and in-style and in-shape image.
5)excellent in everything I do. MESA.


I have Nine more months to do it.

just wanna be me

Despite going through enough to find being emo useless and a nuisance, it seems like its just simply still a channel to let some reasonable emotions out.

I am lost. again.

Maybe because I am aimless at the moment, fighting seem so hard mentally to want to make life right keep it right, do the right thing, it really wears me down knowing I have only myself. Inwhich is actually good, since it is the beginning of independence in Not relying others to live your own life anymore. In fact, you should only need you to go on.

I really don't need much. I need you to be just around in my life as a mental support. You just need to be where you are. I really once needed this kind of living to go on. Relying someone as my heart's support to go on. Like a parasite in a very invisible way.

But now, I am gradually surppassing that as I see the outcome of it is indesirable too however subtle. Knowing it experiencially what it means to be responsible for your own life. You take care of yourself. And if you are blessed, you have someone else to cherish you like his gem.

I thank God, with all that has passed You helped me see my value and not let anyone or even myself to devalue my life in anyway anymore.

This is a new beginning once again, where the fruits bore from the lessons in life will be everlasting. A step and a time, I am reaching there.

Occasionally when I looked back at the loves and endearing past I still feel a sense of nostalgia and the feeling of gratefulness and tinges of unbearable lost.

Yet, I know its for our own good. Some love is to leave. Some love is to stop doing anything. When no words is better than lovely promise and no affection is better than showering attention.

We all have to go find our own life and fight for the course of our journey however painful.
Because of you I once again experienced true love. And I really don't want to waste time on unworthy people like in the past.

Set a new path now. And work hard on it. Make the rest of our life the greatest achievement to make everything in the past worth the price.

wow I am really using it!

LG Joy.

the fake iphone I call it.
But for the first time I am using a mobile to access Free wireless Successfully and even blogging my first mobile post ever!

muhahaha! time to take over the world....

i miss you

I miss you... do you miss me?

Of cos not. would you even think about me? Would it ever be anything good?

guess not.

Once again, i gave out my heart to the wrong man again. A man that will never in a million years look back, and still here I am sometimes thinking and missing you. Love can be so silly sometimes.

but it's okay. Now I am better, now I am healing. when my heartbeats for you stop beating, it is when I have found myself beating for a better cause.


Good bye, love, Good bye friend. cos I won't want to see you in a million years again.

As much as I want to.


I make myself silly, but it is okay. I would never regret daring to love.


God, heal my heart for the right man. tank Q :)

Back from Batam...

Hmmm.... I went with a friend.

But now tired to blog need to edit the tons of pictures I took like a typical tourist.


Wait for the update!